ramblin on and on and on and on and............

What is it about music that always gets to me? I'll just be listening to a simple progression, then all of a sudden, I'm in uncontrolable tears. Especially over one song in particular over the last few days. I've been listening to Soon written by Brooke Ligertwood (aka Brooke Fraser). Every time I hear this song, or I practice it, I lose it. What is it about a song about being in God's glory, in heaven, just move me to tears so easily? What season in my life is happening that everything makes me want to cry, or moves me so deeply? How powerful are words? If one song can change my mindset about Heaven and my own walk, How powerful are my words without even realizing some of the things I say? Please sift and weigh every word you hear people. For the words that are coming out of your mouth reflect your heart. You can't lie to those who know you, because your eyes scream a different story than what your tongue proclaims. If you can, get right with God, because that's manipulation, manipulation is an evil, evil spirit. And it only breeds division and disharmony. I've seen it destroy the closest of relationships, and break families apart. And in all this rambling on, I feel the need to just lose it one more time. To set my inhibitions aside and shed a few more tears. Because in the truth of it all, I'm BLESSED. I can let my emotions go, so in the future I can let my true self run wild. To be truly me, wholly me. Because I can't afford to be anyone else. Because if I was anyone but me, then I've manipulated you all. So THANK YOU JESUS FOR CHECKING ME EVERY TIME I FAIL YOU!